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 I walk, talk, read, eat, make omelets and futterwacken and I Love my Fiancee so much.  He is my Fiancee. Always together, Insyallah if Allah let. Template is made by Putri Myresa , background is get from Ixora .
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past is past
When
I lost the one I love
I
never thought of letting go or moving on as an option for my failed
relationship. I thought my relationship was never going to end, a fairytale
come true. It felt like everything was going the way we wanted. We even planned
our future together, believing that we were meant to be in that relationship.
The sweet promises of forever, an everlasting love, we had it all. We spent
almost two years together, everything was going well until one day he wanted a
different life, a life that I am not part of.
Minutes
were like hours, days were like months, and months were like years. The cycle
was too tiring; I kept on crying, wishing and regretting. It was like I will
never move on. It was just too hard, because I had built a world around this
person. How can I just move on when I was still in love with him…? I just can’t
move.
Why
it was hard for me to let go
I
fought a painful reality because I could not see myself being with another
person, or him with another person. It was just hard to accept but it was
inevitable. I tried pursuing him, tried all methods of persuasion, and prayed
hard. I did everything that I could do, but he was never coming back. It left
me so broken; I felt that I was trapped in the pain of defeat.
No
matter how we enrich ourselves, we always feel that we are at a loss, thoughts
of that person hang into our mind, dragging us into an abyss full of pain,
regret and sometimes self-pity. We become so helpless, we just can’t let go of
the fact that he/she is gone, we still want to hold on so much, but we find
ourselves alone.
I
am not a stranger to pain and to loss, but even with my deep experience I never
found an easy way to let go. We love passionately, that when we lose, we become
stuck. It is normal to feel this way, the feeling of wanting to hold on to that
relationship, to that person, believing so much that things could still work
out, or that person will still come back to us and pick us out from the pains
of loneliness and heartbreak. But later on we realize he or she is never coming
back.
What
it takes to let go
Let
Go! We have heard this so much, but we simply can’t, we just can’t… or can we?
It takes a lot of courage, time and confidence. Courage, to stand and try to
live life again. Time, to patiently wait and allow it to make all the hurt go
away. Confidence, to believe in ourselves and know that we can be happy again.
Let
go, let God
Life
will always be meaningful, no matter how depressing life maybe. Letting go is
just one of those struggles that we have to face. Be moved by people who have
had the courage to move, to let go. If we find the pain to be too much, He is
always there, just hang on a little longer. Remember that the best tip on
letting go is praying to Him. No matter how harsh life is, He will always be
there and will never let us go…
He
will heal everything in His time. We just have to make that surrender and have
that security in Him. Because in the end, the best solution is His love for us,
not the methods we read or the tips that we are advised to follow.
Start a new life with him and now alhamdullilah. i love my boboi so much and forever ♥ Insyallah
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